If only you knew
what a fucking horror show I am.
I just ate a granola bar..
fucking kill me. FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT.
i just want a fucking cigarette right now..this is all too fucking much.
sticks and stones may break my bones, but words kill people.
i want everyone who ever called me fat to regret it
i want them to look at me one day, pale purple lips, bones all sticking out, not an ounce of fat, bruises, and them to see that how bad they hurt me on the inside is now what i look like on the outside.
trying to ignore the want to purge when that’s all you really want to do is the hardest thing..
until your lips turn fucking pale violet.
